u/2024NoMusic

My grandpa passed away 3 days ago and I don’t know how to live life. My biological father was never in the picture and recently passed away so all I had in the father department was my step-dad and my grandpa. He meant more to me then he could ever know and I didn’t talk to him as much the last few years as i should have. I know I am in college and there are a lot of responsibilities but I still feel so guilty for not prioritizing him. Am I a shitty person?