I'm currently using MC Bedrock on Android, and every time I use skins, they're distorted, like the eye isn't proportional with the other or the face is black, the hair is our of place...
Where do I find compatible skins for MC actions and stuff? Or skins that work well with it? (Aside from the default frog girl)
So uh, I need opinions and thoughts about this problem that I have, any comment will be highly appreciated. Excuse me for me English and structure as well, English is not my primary language.
For context, I've been friends with this girl, we'll call her Leah, for almost 8 years now. We've been each other's shoulder to lean on, through thick and thin we've always been each other's best friend. Through her family struggles and mine, through emotional bonds and such, we always clung unto each other (atleast, in my perspective.)
I will retell this story as accurately as I can, since I think I genuinely need to be smacked in the head and face reality.
Leah is a good person, she is by no means 'bad'. Her family life is a bit rough, I won't go into detail about that since it wouldn't be nice of me to expose her life to strangers in the net.
Leah is BIG in on self-improvement, she strives to be a better person every day and constantly finds ways to improve herself. She's business-minded, I've accompanied her in her business ventures and made sure to stay by her side whenever she has ideas or wants my opinions.
Because I love Leah, she's akin to family to me.
When my own family wouldn't listen to my troubles, she was always there to remind me that I wasn't alone, and if I needed an ear to listen, she would always be there. I did my best to reciprocate her efforts in return.
During high school, my family was rough and well, 'insensitive', they weren't physically abusive, but their words hurt like knives and I end up crying often because of that.
We have a friend group of 4 people, Me, Leah, Criss and Johan. We find comfort in ''complaining" about our misery and we found home in each other's company.
I liked my friends so much, they were amazing people in their own right and we always encouraged to help each other and improve one another through long deep talks or sharing passions.
We loved filming as well, we won this film festival from where I'm from back at 2024, and we never stopped joining competitions (in school) since then. Johan and Criss are the photographers, I am the scriptwriter and co-director, Leah is the director.
I loves that we all shared something in common and I always thought this friendship will last!
Until college came.
Leah left the group chat all of sudden, no goodbyes or anything. I didn't think too much of it, since a person leaving the group chat and coming back a few days later was uncommon. It meant they wanted to be left alone since they're dealing with something big.
I immediately rushed to chat Leah in messenger, chatted her this: "Hey, I hope you're okay, if you're ready to talk I'm here, I hope you come back soon."
And she replied: "I don't think I will."
I was confused, turns out, she was really leaving the film crew, not the friend group, the film crew. She told me she was sick of the constant complaining, of the excuses and the like, how we never tried to improve ourselves despite our talks and how we ignored every other solution and kept finding comfort in our misery.
I was stunned.
I never thought of it like that. I thought it was okay to vent about it, and I genuinely tried to improve since I didn't want to be stuck like this.
I understood her decision, since Leah was like that, she'd cut off the person if she knew they wouldn't give her growth or they would still stay the same despite how many times they'd tell her they will change.
I asked her if she'd tell the others about this. She refused and left me with the task to tell the other two. I talked with Chris first, he told me he saw this coming and understood Leah's decision as well. He took it well (he almost cried).
Then to Johan, she told me it was okay and that she too, knew this would happen eventually. She saw the same as Leah, that we all kept complaining before, to the point where it was exhausting and unhealthy.
I talked to them both, listened to their thoughts and I was... Well, left alone I guess? No one to talk to.
I cried alone after telling them about it. I was devasted, Am I going to lose my friends? Am I going to be alone? I can't lose them, I'll be lonely, I won't ever find friends like them again if they left me.
I will never have anyone to talk to again if they left me.
They're irreplaceable to me, even if Johan told me I'll find other people who will make me happy, I didn't entertain that possibility. Because who will ever understand someone like me if not them?
I tried my best to keep my complains to a minimum, invited them to coffee every now and then, trying to trick myself maybe? Into thinking nothing changed and everything is still fine.
I acted as a self-proclaimed bridge. Who invited them to hang outs, visited them occasionally, helped them with their work and hung out with them individually.
And yey! One day, we finally gathered in the coffee shop we frequented! (Johan couldn't come, she studies in a different Uni).
The walk towards the shop was awkward and I tried to keep speaking to ease the mood (futile).
When we arrived, the atmosphere was suffocating, and I tried to find a topic we all had in common with;
A subject we all struggled because we had to make reports and researches to achieve doing so. I talked about it, hoping to ease the mood.
Leah was strangely quiet.
The day ended and I came back home— to a text from Leah, where she apologizes first for not speaking too much.
She expressed her happiness as well, for the gathering, everything was going well until I talked about the subject.
That I complained once again.
That it was a problem that I kept complaining about for a year.
And that I never changed at all.
That she kept offering solutions but we never took it. (I'm sorry)
I apologized to her, I couldn't say what I truly meant to say and we stopped chatting as it was getting late.
It hurt me, I was confused and hurt. It's almost been a month since her message and it still haunts me. Was I complaining? Even though I swore never to complain again? I'm so disappointed in myself.
I want to understand what I did wrong, someone please tell me.