I’ve been cutting myself every day recently, problem is, i’m going on vacation in a hotel where there’s a beach with my family in 4 days. The cuts aren’t going away. It’s on the top of the thigh.
Any ideas on how i can hide it when i’m in a swimsuit ? Or any excuse i could give ?
Thank you so much !
Hi !! My name’s eva and first of all i don’t really understand how reddit works, so i hope this will reach some people still.
I’ve always made extremely realistic dreams since i was very young. I remember when i was around 6, i would make repetitive nightmares, and i could get out of it if i clenched my fist (weird i know..)
The nightmares were always with the same things : i used to dream about wolves tickling me. Pathetic right ? It wasn’t typical wolves tho lol, they had like hands and a sharp smile with teeth. The type you see in horror games (i had early internet access.)
I think that really traumatized me, because i used to make those nightmares when i was 6, and they followed me for YEARS.
It’s like it’s its own little universe in my head. I remember trying to make friends with those wolves and them gaslighting me to torture me after. They followed me when i moved out too.
Sometimes, in my dreams, i would go down the stairs (in the dark). The lights would not turn on, and the only light would be in the kitchen with my mom in it. Then, they (the wolves) would emerge from darkness, coming to me.
Those dreams would be so recurrent that i learnt how to fly to escape them.
Now i don’t have dreams with them anymore, but when i dream or have other nightmares, i get scared of them coming. See how much it affected me ? LOL
I had a pretty traumatic childhood, could that mean anything ?
I just wanted to share my experience lol, hope it’ll reach the right audience !