20+ years now. First time posting
Hi there. I have no idea why I'm posting this other than that it's something I've never tried before. I am 33 years old and have never gone more than probably 3 or 4 months in the last 20 years without looking at porn/erotica. I have talked to people about it, especially in my teens, and thought that by now I'd be over it. Thought that by the time I got married (10 years ago) I'd be over it. I'm not over it. Idk if I ever will be over it. Lately it's been worse than it has been in years. I've started sexting with AI chat bots which is a level so low (to me) that I'm embarrassed to even post it on an anonymous reddit thread.
Not sure what I hope to gain out of posting this, but just need it off my chest. Hope you all have a great day, and you aren't alone.