u/4fonya

Am I the only one who is Sooo over summer? I have gotten good at going out and walking, but simce it has been summer I feel like it is too hot, too sunny, too bright for too long, and its crowded everywhere... it's uncomfortable.

I can't wait for fall so it can be colder, I can wear more layers and hide in a jacket, for it to get darker faster and everyone to go home so I can enjoy my walks and outside.

Does anyone else has this struggle with the weather and seasons?

This week i found out its lost my scholarship for university and I am about to enter my 3rd year of university. The tuition for a semester is 430K Ft. What is the best option moving forward? Student Loan, loan from parents, gap year and work, rethink my education? , switch school , major?

I am unsure in myself because talking with my Dad about this he told " I must think about if I really want to do this and finish school or find something new because it is significant cost increase", it made me insecure about my goals and my studies and question is it really worth it, can I really do this, should I really stop. I had hardships bc of my mental health that affected my studies and life, but I have been applying for new jobs I can do during summer and uni, and until this point I haven't considered giving up my studies but maybe this can be dealbreaker? I would love some tips and help in this situation.

Anyone have hyperfixating thoughts and reminders of always having to use the bathroom and pee and this constant fear of going out bc what if there isn't a toilet around or maybe an ,accident, happens to me?

I have been struggling with years and I just wanna know if anyone has this. It's always in the back of my head like haunting me and I fear social gathering, friendly hangouts, harmless walks outside, going to work, university, lengthy plans, classes, hangouts outside my home. As embarassing it is I always have to wear small biker shorts under my pants, dark pants, and pad my underwear every single time I go out its a routine now bc I am so scared and will panic otherwise.

I am so tired of being a freak, I wanna be normal or atleast more normal than this.