u/6thatsgay9

I've know for a while that I'm not normal,I don't have any violent tendencies but I am capable of it.I can't make any personal relations even if I tried to,I end up not caring much about it cause I've always seen it as useless.i can't feel emotions the same way other do,those are just words to me.i am basically a pathological liar,I mostly do it cause I like the thrill of it,I wanna see how far I could push that lie.I don't like who I am, I've grown to accept it but I wanna change,I want to feel,I want to smile,cry,feel something real.