I feel so lost and alone . I’m so drained . Idk what to do anymore. I hate this. I was doing so good but here I am back at the bottom. It took me years to get to where I’m at. I feel useless. I want my family but I don’t have one to go too. I’m just lost in my thoughts & it’s scary.
The last 3 days I’ve been suffering from severe lower back pain. It’s to the point where I can’t even stand or sit for no more than 5 minutes without pain. It hurts when I cough , laugh, sneeze etc. I go back to work on Saturday I’ve tried getting a doctors note to excuse me from work but there’s no way I can see my doctor till August. I will be heading to the ER and see what happens. But please pray for me. I’ve been jobless for years due to my mental health. It took me years to get to where I’m at . My job isn’t the best but I’m just glad I have a job it’s about 8/9 months I’ve been working and I’m really proud of myself . It’s just this lower back pain is literally going to mess everything up for me at work. Please pray for me . Thank you