u/80sMusicAndWicked

Have been told my voice passes over the phone before so it was a bit disappointing, but I just knew it was going to happen when they told me it was a different doctor this morning to my regular one. Like I had a pit in my stomach.

I even had the honfidence to correct him with the 'I'm not a sir' which he embarrassingly just didn't respond to in any way. It really sucks because he gendered me right before speaking (it has the right name and details on my profile) before calling me sir like 3 times after actually hearing me speak.

The only thing I have going for me is that I answered the phone after just waking up because I haven't felt good but honestly my throat specifically felt fine. I feel like recently I've actually felt my trained voice deteriorating but here's the proof I guess.

Every time I get reminded how clocky I am it kills me a little bit. Ironic how my call to renew sertraline made me so depressed!

Also I posted on that trans voice place recently asking about my voice and everyone said it passed so either I had a magical off day or they even hugbox you there. Why can I not escape the hugboxing

Edit: day is kind of redeemed because I had a nice chat with the Tesco delivery guy