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Today was a shit day. The one thing I wanted to do and looked forward to comfort myself... Denied.

Work was so late I couldn't even get to it.

My ex won't return my key.

Everything is in constant flux and chaos and I'm losing my fucking mind. 🤦‍♂️

But at least there's therapy tomorrow.

Which also just feels like a daunting task because I had to find a new therapist with changes of insurance.

It was one place I had stability for over 2 years. Now I have to rebuild that from day one scratch. If it's even a good fit.

I'm exhausted from life in such a fucking heavy way.

All I can do is sit here and drink this tea and cry.

I really hate life right now.