u/89_4532

I wanna be an artist and make my own comic series! But then, whenever I get the opportunity to practice I refuse to because of the time commitment. I wanna be a pilot when I grow up! Yet, I barely even invest myself in aviation, but daydream of flying. What about a soldier? Too skinny for that, would have to go to the gym and that takes effort. What about a singer? No, my voice sucks. I wanna get a boyfriend! No, there's no gay guy that could ever want you. I could go on and on. Despite all these aspirations, I have all the time in the world to just scroll my phone and self-deprecate myself by comparing myself to strangers online. I can barely look at my own face anymore without thinking it's too small.