r/toastme

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This is me: https://imgur.com/a/uo2Um0H

What I love and so is a plus if we share more interests.:

- Working out (got a homegym, love talking equipment and what not)
- Gaming (I’ve been gaming probably since I was 4)
- Anime & k-drama watcher
- 100% a nerd

Potential games \[PC\] (which can be many):

- Co-op games (LEGO Batman, Out of words, Split Fiction etc.)
- Fighting games (Avatar TFG, Virtua Fighter 6, The Hidden Ones etc.)
- VR gaming (played ton of VR on PC and Quest3, don’t yet have PSVR2, but will get it)
- More… (I’m open to quality suggestions)

Alright, if we share interests & you want to play, then give me a msg.

I haven't gotten a lot of attention from girls my age throughout my life, and I've been rejected once before. That has a strongly negative affect on my self-esteem. I know I'm young but it's hard to be patient for the right person to come into my life. I also struggle with some bad habits and it's been really discouraging lately trying get to be better and constantly failing.

I was an ugly duckling kid who had a swan moment in my late twenties for a minute. Now, I’m just another blah mom.

This might be the first time I've shown my face on the internet but this seems like a pretty safe space to do it. Sorry about the handwriting

I've kind of been "clean" from the depression for about a year which includes no bad thoughts so hooray for me but this week's been tough and I've started getting thoughts that I'm going to die alone again because someone asked if I had a girlfriend and I embarrassingly said I've never had one and that's what lead to a huge snowball last time so maybe this place can cheer me up a bit. I'm gonna give this a NSFW tag incase anyone wants to share their experiences with depression in the comments. To be clear I'm not currently getting bad thoughts so don't worry, just hitting a rough patch I guess.

Hopefully all of you have a good afternoon, evening and night. If I don't respond it's because I'm about to go sleep

Living as a disabled trans teen in a tiny conservative state is hard. Some toastiness would be nice.

My nose is too big, my eyes are too small and one of them is even smaller, I am too fat and I am full of acne