u/8itchesGrip

2 months clean and its the hardest two months ive ever experienced. im lay here in bed after holding back for this long and wondering if it was actually worth it. ive got awful images in my head of what i could do to myself and i Shouldnt. i shouldve thrown the sharps away when i said i did. i shouldnt have lied. i wouldnt be tempted by them now if id have just done as i said i did. gah this sucksssss