u/8th_oracle

yeah just what the title says. idk how eight months clean could be gone just like that..doesnt even feel like it really happened. the burnout just got to me so fast but the shame feels a lot worse. feels childish to react on impulse like that. i was doing really well but the overstimulation was just so much at once. now I'm just kinda scared to know how the people around me are going to react because I don't think i can keep it hidden that long.