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I don't know why I like cross-dressing, but I do. I don't know why I like women's clothing, but I do. I know that it's very taboo, and maybe that is why I am attracted to it. I don't know for sure, but I’ve been thinking back on how it all started.
I remember my first contact with women's underwear was when I was about nine or ten years old. We lived in an apartment complex that was largely inhabited by college students, and my mother and I were dumpster divers trying to find anything we could use. I found a pair of bikini bottoms that, to me, looked like Speedo swimwear. I vaguely remember being laughed at and told that they were actually women's underwear.
Later on, during some outdoor activities, it was suggested that certain thin layers like hosiery could be used for insulation to keep warm. It was a practical recommendation for the cold, but it marked another step in my comfort with different types of clothing.
There has also been a long-standing fascination with feminine aesthetics and garments. Looking back, even the immature behavior seen in school around these items reflected an underlying interest in how they felt and looked. Over time, that fascination centered specifically on feminine silhouettes and features.
In about 2019, the decision was made to order a first set of forms to better understand that silhouette. Starting with smaller sizes, the progression eventually led to a preference for a much larger G-cup size. While earlier sets eventually wore out, the current set provides the specific look that feels right for my frame.
Since then, a breastplate was added to the collection. It is comfortable to wear and has the added benefit of providing a smooth look without extra maintenance. It isn't something for every day, but it’s a part of the routine that feels right.
To be clear, the goal isn't to live life as a woman, but rather to enjoy the experience of dressing in this way. Does that journey or perspective make sense to others here?