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Need help genuinely

In short please can anyone connect me to any psychologist online genuinely for free i need help seriously

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u/AG_2912 — 9 days ago

Guidance needed from seniors of b.e cse

I'm joining chitkara btech/be cse ai ml

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This year

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And i have to purchase a laptop for that

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My budget is 100k

And i have no interest in gaming

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So i was thinking of buying the MacBook Air m5

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Can you please tell

Should I go for it or not

And if not then why

with reason

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Please give true reply

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Preferred opinion of seniors

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u/AG_2912 — 17 days ago

EK PARENTS AISE BHI, I HATE MY LIFE WHY AM I ALIVE

PLS POORA PADHNA AUR JAN NA KI AISE PARENTS BHI HOTE HAIN
ME 17M AND ELDER BROTHER IN MY FAM AND NONE OF MY COUSIN IS ELDER THAN ME
OK SO I HAD NO SOCIAL LIFE BEFORE REDDIT
I WAS IN SAME SCHOOL FROM 1ST TO 10TH CLASS, HAD GOOD FRIENDS THERE AND UNLIKE OTHER CHILDREN AT SUCH AGE I HAD NO FRIEND LIVING NEAR TO MY HOME,
I AM GOOD IN STUDIES AND ACADEMICS
I JUST HAVE AN ADDICTION OF WATCHING CRICKET NOTHING ELSE
BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ANY INSTA OR SNAP ACC
I SCORED 97.2% IN TENTH CLASS
THEN AFTER MY 10TH IN 2024; ME, PARENTS AND LIL SIBLING SHIFTED TO CHANDIGARH FOR BETTER OPPURTUNITIES AND FOR THE JOB OF MY PARENTS, WAS LIVING IN A RENTED APARTMENT IN AEROCITY BLOCK A.
I WENT TO ALLEN FOR JEE COACHING FOR 2 YRS
AND I ONLY TOOK 3 HOLIDAYS IN 2 YEARS
2 BECAUSE OF HEALTH ISSUES AND ONE I TOOK ON DUSSEHRA OF 2024
I BECAME FRIENDS WITH SOME GOOD GUYS THERE
I DID MY BEST FOR 2 YRS STRAIGHT WITHOUT ANY BREAKS AND I DIDNT WENT TO ANY SUKHNA LAKE, OR MALLS ON HOLIDAYS
RATHER I ONLY WENT TO ELANTE ONCE JUST TO BUY PHONES FOR MY PARENTS OBV WITH THEM WITH THEIR MONEY ONLY FOR ONCE IN 2YRS

BOTH OF MY PARENTS ARE IN TEACHING JOB; ON 21 JULY 2024 I DID MY FIRST SUI***E ATTEMPT BY PARTIALLY SLITTING OF MY WRIST WITH A KNIFE BUT IDK HOW MY PARENTS CAME TO KNOW ALTHOUGH I COVERED IT FULL ANYHOW, I THING ANY BLOOD DROP AND I WAS SAVED IDK WHY WAS I
NEXT I HAD ONE VERY BAD TEST AT ALLEN IN AUGUST 2024 DUE TO BLACKOUT DURING AN EXAM AND SO THE RESULT CAME BAD IG IT WAS 141/300 I WAS BRUTALLY SCOLDED, ABUSED BY MY PARENTS, AND WAS HIT A BY A WOOD STICK ON HEAD BY FATHER JUST BCZ OF THE TEST AND EVEN BLOOD CAME OUT AND THEY DIDNT CARE, AT THIS POINT OF TIME NEITHER DID I, AT THE SAME NIGHT I TRIED TO HANG MYSELF IN BALCONY FROM 2ND FLOOR WITH A QUILT BUT FAILED BECAUSE THE QUILT WASNT TYING UP AT ALL, SO FAILED IN 2ND ATTEMPT TOO.
I GOT INSOMNIA AND I WENT TO A DOCTOR IN PHASE 11 MYSELF AND BUYED TABLETS FROM MY PKTMONEY AND HE GAVE SOME TABS WHICH I KEPT SECRETLY IN MY BOTTLE EVERYDAY COZ I HAD NO PRIVATE SPACE IN MY HOME.
AFTER THAT I COMPLETED MY 11TH WITH 97.2 PERCENT AND 20 PERCENT SCHOLARSHIP IN ALLEN FOR TAKING ADMISSION IN 12TH AND THEN I TOOK ADMISSION IN 12TH
IDK HOW I SURVIVED TILL MAY 2025 AND MY INSOMNIA WAS 80 PERCENT FINE AND I STOPPED MEDICINES IN JAN 2025
AFTER THAT WHEN I CAME BACK ONE DAY ON 16 MAY FROM MY INSTITUTE, AND WENT TO THE WASROOM AND AFTER CHANGING MY CLOTHES MY MOTHER CALLED IN MY THEIR ROOM AND I WASS LITERALLY TOLD THAT
"FIR AAGYA MUH UTHAKE, SAALA KAHI ACCIDENT MEIN BHI NAHI MARTA, YA KAHIN KISI TRAIN KE NEECHE BHI NAHI AATA" THEN GOT SLAPPED 2 TIMES FROM MY MOTHER FOR NO REASON, I WENT TO ALLEN AT 7 AM AND CAME BACK AT NEARLY 2 PM, WHEN I WENT THEY ALL WERE SLEEPING SO I WAS AWESTRUCK KI MAINE KYA KARA THHA KI WAPAS AATE HI AISA SUN NE KO MILA AUR 2 CHAANTE BHI LG GYE
I WAS SADDENED AND RAN FROM MY HOME AND FIRSTLY I WENT TO
THE ELITE MEDICITY HOSPITAL BUILDING, WHICH IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION NEAR TO AEROCITY BLOCK A, I ENTERED THERE THROUGH A BACK OPENING AND CLIMBED UP TO THE 2ND FLOOR, TAB TAK 2ND FLOOR HI BANA THHA AB TO 4/5 BAN RAHA H SHAYAD SE
TRIED TO JUMP BUT I COULDNT, I WAS LITERALLY GETTING SOME FAINTS AND MY HEART RATE WAS 150 I GUESS, KOI BHI INSAAN AISA NAHI SUN SKTA APNE MAA BAAP SE THEN I JUST WENT DOWN AND RAN COZ 1 WORKER SAW ME AND SHOUTED AT ME THEN I RAN TOWARDS THE RAILWAY TRACK NEAR IISER MOHALI AND WAS STANDING ON TRACK FOR 10 MINUTES THEN WHEN I HEARD A TRAIN SOUND I DECIDED THAT ITS MY LAST MOMENT AND JUST WHEN I REMEMBERED SOME GOD COZ I THOUGHT THE TRAIN IS NEAR, SUDDENLY I WAS PUSHED BY SOMEONE TO THE GROUND I WAS FAILED IN MY 4TH ATTEMPT TOO

AFTER THIS I WENT BACK TO MY HOME AT NIGHT IDK AT WHAT TIME MAYBE 8 PM
AND RANG THE BELL OF THE HOME
NO ONE CAME OUT
I HAD TO SPEND A NIGHT OUTSIDE THE HOUSE BETWEEN THE WALL OF THE HOUSE AND OUR CAR
THEN WHEN I WOKE UP AT 5 20- 5 30 AM BECAUSE IT WAS MY USUAL TIMING, I WENT INSIDE THE HOUSE MY MOTHER WAS AWAKE BUT SHE DIDNT TALK TO ME AND NEITHER ASKED WHERE I WAS, TOOK MY BAG AND T SHIRT AND WENT TO MY INSTITUTE AND I WAS DEEPLY HURT AND DEPRESSED AND I LEFT STUDYING I JUST ACTED AS NORMAL WITH MY FRIENDS AT ALLEN BECAUSE THEY ALL LIVED IN PG AND I AT HOME SO I THOUGHT TO KEEP IT ALL TO MYSELF (BAD DECISION) BUT MY BEST FRIEND ONLY KNEW ABOUT SLIT WRIST INCIDENT. IWAS ALLOWED ENTRY TO HOME AND NO ONE TALKED TO ME. I WAS IN TRAUMA FOR 2-3 MONTHS THAT WHAT DID I DO WRONG AND WHY WAS I SAVED ON TRAIN TRACK, I LEFT EATING AND WHOLE DAY I FELT LIKE VOMITTING AND HAD SLEEPLESS NIGHTS BUT IT WAS DIFFERENT FROM MY INSOMNIA, I GOT DARK DEEP CIRCLES.
THEN MY FATHER PURCHASED AND FINALIZED A HOME AND WITH NO SUPRISE I WAS TOLD THIS WHEN WE CAME TO TAKE THE KEYS OF THE HOME IT WAS A GOOD ACHIEVEMENT BUT THIS HOME HAS 3 ROOM 3 WASHROOM AND ONE OF THE ROOM WAS CONVERTED TO A HALF STORE AND A SINGLE FOLDING BED WAS PLACED WITH MY TABLE WAS GIVEN TO ME WITHOUT AC OR COOLER IN HOT JUNE, I THOUGHT WHY THIS HAPPENS WITH ME IT WAS BETTER THAT I DIED IN ANY OF MY ATTEMPT, I WAS STUDYING BUT NOT AT MY FULL POTENTIAL BECAUSE MY PHONE WAS ALSO TAKEN BACK AND I HAD NOTHING TO DO INSTEAD OF STUDYING, I WENT FAINTED AND I ALSO HAVE ONE PROBLEM OF NOSE BLEEDING WHENEVER I FEEL VERY HOT MY NOSE BLEEDS
WITH SUCH CONDITION I WAS GIVEN SUCH A GOOD ROOM😊
I SURVIVED WITH WITH SAME CONDITION OF SLEEPLESS NIGHT AND IN A DAY I ATE ONLY 1 ROTI STILL EVERYTIME I FELT THAT I WOULD VOMIT
SURVIVED AND GAVE JEE WITHOUT STUDING PROPERLY IN LAST CRUCIAL 6 MONTHS AND SCORED 95.4 PERCENTILE AND 68K RANK IN JAN ATTEMPT
I WAS HIT AGAIN BY MY MOTHER AND FATHER DID HIT ME WITH SAME WOODEN STICK FOR NOT GETTING BETTER SCORE COZ MY FRINDS SCORED 98-99 NOW I WAS TRAUMATIZED AND JUST FAKED STUDYING BECAUSE THEY WOULD CHECK ME ALL DAY
AND GAVE BOARDS WITHOUT SLEEPING AND SCORED JUST 71.2 PERCENT
NOW CAME 2ND JEE ATTEMPT AND I HAD TO GO TO MY CENTER AT 6 AM ON A BUS COZ THEY REFUSED TO DROP/PICK ME
I HAD 0 HOPES AND SCORED ONLY 79 PERCENTILE
ON 20TH APRIL I WAS BEATEN VERY HARD
AND ONE OF MY TOOTH WAS BROKEN BITSAT IN FIRST ATTEMPT I GOT 208 IN BITSAT 2ND I DINT GIVE
I GOT MY PHONE AFTER BITSAT 1ST ATTEMPT

NOW MY BOARDS RESULT WAS ALSO JUST JUST 71.2 PERCENT
I WAS BEATEN THE HARDEST AND WAS ABUSED VERY BAD
AND I RAN FROM HOME, IT WAS 2 PM
AND I FOUND MYSLEF IN A CLINIC AT 6 PM
AND DOC TOLD ME THAT SOMEONE DROPPED ME HERE AND CALLED MY PARENTS AND I HEARD THAT DOC TOLD THEM THAT I GOT MINOR HEART ATTACK AND THEY DIDNT EVEN BUY ANY MEDICINE AND I WAS TKEN BACK TO HOME AND MY CONDITION WAS WORSE NOW, I M STILL LIVING IN THE SAME ROOM IN THIS HEAT
IDK WHY AM I ALIVE
THEY EVERYTIME JUST SAY ME KI TU BADA LDKA HAI
DEKHLE KYA KRNA HAI EVEN AFTER BEATING AND ABSUING ME SO MUCH

MERA ADMISSION CHANDIGARH UNIV/CHITKARA MEIN HOGA.

MUJHE MALOOM NHI KI MAIN ZINDA HI KYU HUN

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u/AG_2912 — 18 days ago

SENIORS PLS HONEST REPLY

HELLO TO EVERYONE READING THIS POST
ANY SENIOR FROM CHITKARA UNIVERSITY

WHAT WOULD BE THE THINGS THAT U REGRET
THAT YOU SHOULD'VE DONE OR NOT DONE IN FIRST YEAR

PLS HONEST REPLY
I AM TAKING CSE AI-ML IN CHITKARA RAJPURA CAMPUS

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago

Counselling update and info

pehle entry

then they give u a bag with a pen Bag nahi hai Kapde ka thaila hai

and form

and brochure and a wristband

after that u to a hall

then in auditorium

they call you by your percentage or percentile

percentile was first preference today

after that u go for document verification and submission

then fees deposit

done Upvote kardo

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago

Regarding placement

I got 71 percent in 12th boards

94.8 in 10th

I will give the maths improvement exam and will cross 75 percent for sure guaranteed

Can I expect good placement offers if i keep 9+ cgpa without backlog

And i will give my best in the exams of the University like uca etc

What can I expect for my placement

Pls tell

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago

Suggest Time utilisation

As after all the competitive exams

I am joining cse aiml in chitkara University rajpura campus

What should i do/learn

In the next 2 months which is an ample time

Please suggest

I want to keep 9+ cgpa every sem

Please help and suggest the needful.

🙏🙏

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago

Help regarding cgpa

How is the tuffness level of cse AI-ML exams

What should be the bare minimum cgpa

To sit in the exams of excellent firms/companies for placement is internships..

Please help

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago

Pls help regarding boards etc

Suggestions

I got only 71.8 percent in 12th boards

I got 94.8 in 10th boards

I will give maths improvement exam

What are the changes in dmc

How is the level of that exam

Is it valuable

Can companies check the original dmc too??

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago

Suggestions required

I am joining chitkara rajpura campus cse ai ml

My counselling is on 4th

I need some suggestions for a laptop mostly for coding only I want it to be good

Budget 70-80k please help

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u/AG_2912 — 1 month ago