I'm broken
I have all the worst side effects. Erectile dysfunction, low libido, brain fog, slowed mental processing, word finding difficulties. I likely have some of the ones regarding depression too, but I can't even tell at this point. I used to be a human being. I used to be human. I used to be the quick witted one who made everyone laugh with jokes. Always knew the right thing to say to comfort my friend's. Was very into writing and wordplay. It takes me multiple seconds to remember basic words, and my thinking is slowed. I'm a husk of who I used to be. Mentally slow. Mentally fucking slow. I didnt want to go bald. I didnt know about any of this, and now my life is ruined. There's nothing left for me in this life. How am I supposed to live as half a man? I've lost everything that makes up myself. I'm 23. Stopped and started it when I was 21. Two years later, and at the point in which my life should be getting started, it's ended. I need a professional cure. I need anything. I know there isn't, but I need it. I can't do this. I can't go on.