Daily debate on getting some or not
I never thought of myself having issues with weed.
I got a connect that I usually pick up from, but it’s always 12g’s minimum. And the last few years I would end up smoking daily after work at night. Told myself it’s ok. Other people drink wine after work etc. But now I’m in this weird place.
It’s been months since picking up some weed and I smoked my last joint a couple of weeks ago. But this happens often lately. I’ll have a week or two before wondering if I should go pick some up again. But something is holding me back. And I’m not sure why I’m posting this, but it gets to the point of checking traffic on my phone, planning when I could get there, debating if I should text my connect or not.
I suppose I’m wondering if my body is trying to tell me something. I literally spend an hour or more sometimes just debating myself on getting some or not. It’s also just a lot of money every time, just to burn a plant and inhale some smoke to feel high for a bit. Feels like literally burning money away.