u/AVPD7-7

Just getting up in the morning feels like torture. Just staying sane, not teetering, and acting on stupid ideas is getting difficult. Food tastes like ash, alcohol just makes me more emotional and miserable. I tried benzo for a while and it completely wiped out any passion I had left, I walked around like a ticking clock and just stared blankly at things. So enough of that.

Being lonely is abuse. I feel like a caged animal without stimuli. It's very very grim

Anyway how's your day going?