u/Aanya752

so yeah i broke up with my bf of 2 years ...because of my ego well there was an argument and i called him ugly even though he obviosly isnt now he blocked me obviosly but whyyyy.....i know im bad at putting in efforts like ill feel cringe if i do a certain things so what shoud i do now....i really like the attention and love from him but i cant say the same from his perspective...am i allergic to commitment?