u/Abject-Landscape-361

It was going on great for 3 days, after fighting it for months,i finally had a great streak again,3 days straight busy,no urges or so.

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Now at night (2:22 AM) I was so bored,started edging or so,and yea ofc relapsed.

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I ruined my only ever continuing streak for a 2 minute session,i lost all my progress.

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"I was punching the walls a couple minutes ago in Rage, crying,even thinking of jumping off the roof in a sprint moment..

I f**king can't overcome this addiction, can't bear this amount of retardness"...

I even got into self harming point:- bucket drowning or som

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What should I do (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)