r/NoFap

Fuck bro, I haven’t gotten a streak that long since january when i broke my 30 day one. I feel like absolute dogshit.

On around day 14 I stumbled across porn again and peeked every day since… At some point I js knew loop would never end so I gave in. Stuff actually started going better for me, but now i’m prob all fcked up again.

I really need smth rn, I was going so good. Please support and help me guys.

15M btw if anyone wondering

As a person that already exposed to adult things since high school, even as a muslim, its really hard for me to detach it from myself, ig its already 4/5 years im stuck in this loop, at first I feel so bad for doing it, keep hating myself as yk its prohibited.

But, after some time, it alter my brain saying its only my coping mechanism, its "normal" to do it, a part of me accepting it as a fact, but i know theres still part of me that know this is wrong. I tried to stop for 2,3 days, but what i got is mood swings, i easily get irritated with small things, and I cried easily (im an overthinker, so my past memories keeps replaying n triggering me). So, it got me thinking that, there's either i release in two ways, crying, or masturbate.

So, unfortunately there's a white thing stuck on my thing (where I usually rub), n it makes me worried n insecure about my future, what if my future husband see this etc. Then, during this period I start to seek how to get rid of it, n its working after years!

Now, im kinda worried if im relapsed, I still sometimes watch porn on reddit, read 18+ but I didnt touch myself. I think like I need to strengthen my deen n get closer with God, but im still scared if I slipped off

Hi,

So a bit about me - A 24M here, looking here for suggestions and serious help me out of the mess I am in. I really think I am the one who got myself into this mess and now can't get out of it.

Jerking off 2-3 times a day.. almost daily for like past, 7-8 months. Like an impulsive action. Like a routine, that I need to follow every day, every night. Consuming porn, like crazy. Watch all the crazy things, even AI shits, fantasize about the roleplay. Every worst possible thing you can think of. Feels like it has sucked life out of me. No purposeful work. No working towards any goal. Hell, I don't even know if I am doing anything apart from my 9-5 job. No friends. No social life. (Got betrayed by some friends.. that's a whole damn story.) But somehow I have made peace with the social situation. It's a lonely fucking life. Have to carry myself alone. No one will carry it for me.

Insta, Tele, Reddit, all of these, and watching all the things you can imagine. I can't even break myself from this loop. At this point, it feels like nothing excites me anymore. Can't sit down in silence even for a sec. Even when I sit down, I will get on the headphones, and get lost in the music. This is another type of addiction. I feel like I being slaved by my mind. Looking for things, and doing things, that will bring back excitement in my life, but in turn I end up lonelier than ever.

I feel like, I have lost all hope of redeeming myself. Recover myself back. I try. But I can't. I relapse. I do it, because there's nothing else that excites me anymore. But doing this, I drown in guilt. Every night, I go to sleep with a disappointment about how I have wasted my day.

I feel sorry guys, but please help me.

Edit - Added some additional details.

I use to thought that i will be able to quit porn forever if i have sex. Im in relationship we have sex but still, i comeback to it.

Remind yourself Every day why you do it❤️.

>Just When I Thought I Was Out
It Pulls Me Back In

like i have been addict since 14 year old i am 20 now i have a girlfriend i have reduce a little bit like 8 month ago but since 2 week i watch all week like i watch it all day and 3-4x per day so i wonder if i can cause me to have less desire to initiate sex with my girlfriend or enjoy it because i love her so much she so beautifull etc but we have sex i can feel detached or like not here in the moment and have no desire to continu even if i am attract to her and love her :(

so does porn can cause to be have less libido or less be interest for sex etc

i want to quit so bad. i'm tired of porn and feeling like a perv. i need to change for good.

Nearing in on a month now, its been hard lately. I woke up with massive urges again, I just cant seem to shake them no matter what I do. Could use someone to talk about it <3

I broke my 3 day streak back to square one don't know how to divert my urge

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I masturbated watching porn since I was 12 or 13. I watched it and masturbate almost daily until I was 19. I had 3 years of total abstinence when I was 19 to 22. Then, I did it again but the frequency when I was 23 was every 2 weeks, Now at 24 I watch it once a month. I want to get clean from that stimulation since it is not real and it can affect the pleasure I can get with a real woman having sex. Can I recover 100% from this and get to my max potencial of orgasm and libido in real sex?

After struggling for more than two years, I’ve finally made it to 9 days without PMO.

I started my journey because i have nonvenereal sclerosing lymphangitis it takes between 2 to 6 weeks to heal, i was committed to not fapping for as long as it takes to treat my condition and just so I would know that i have the willpower to abstain from temptation and quick pleasure, today on the fifteenth day i failed myself for a jerk that lasted 2 minutes... I'm leaving this here as a reminder to myself of how ashamed and weak i feel right now and every time i feel like doing it again i can come back here to remember this feeling of shame.

I just got home after struggling all day at work. Trying not to peek while I'm on my streak.

Having insane cravings that typically hit when I’m triggered by something.

Porn ruins my relationship

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I told my gf I wouldn't watch porn anymore and I'm here again