Broken
Last Saturday my daughter told me that my ex husband getting married. He met her 4 weeks ago and they are planning to get marry in August.(both of them are muslim) We are divorced since April. The reason of divorce was that I didnt wanted to convert to Islam. I gave him all my youth. I sacrificed for him so much. I forgive him affair. Drinking drugs. Treating me bad. Leaving me with kid and going party. Doing what he wanted.
When I heard about it I wanted to throw up. I felt dizzy and so much broken. In one second my world gone. We were married for 20y. I cant cope with that. My life with him wasn't perfect but was a good moments. He chose religion over love.
Or maybe he never loved me as I love him.
I'm thinking I'm over and i will never find anyone