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وللصمتِ عندي نغمةٌ ليس يعرفها.. سوى من مشى يومًا يُصيخُ لخطوِهِ
فكم* من لحنٍ* في السكونِ محلُّهُ ...* يُغني عن الأوتا*رِ عذبُ شجوهِ

I thought i had friends but it was a one way feeling, no one attended my grandmother’s funeral no one sent a even a message NONE

I thought i can make friends at work we talk, laugh vent but they are making plans infront of me without including me i dont know if i’m bad at conversations

I’m so alone no one is there for me to text spontaneously to eat or just have a conversation

When i even just ask someone if they wanted to eat watch movies etc they always ask if i can bring a 3rd person damn am i really that boring?

It really hurts

The worst thing is when i told my family which is a big mistake now they all pity me