85gpd kratom powder use for the past 9 years
It all started with prescription opioids. First it was Vicodin and it escalated to 30s then they got too expensive and I moved to H (before the whole fentanyl trend started). I did that for years maybe 7 … it was getting harder to get H and was very sick and in withdrawals and I kept looking online on what to take how to make myself better and I ran across kratom. I was on my third day of H detox and I went to buy some and within 30 min I felt 80% better. From then on I’ve been on it. It started small but now I’m on big amounts all day long. I’ve been weird like just existing have panic attacks and depression. I’m currently on antidepressants but nothing is working because I’m thinking it’s the kratom not letting me get better. I’m a mom of 3 and I cannot just lay there for 10 days to detox. This week after reading all your stories I began measuring and i take like 15-17 grams per DOSE!!! With the whole ban thing I bought 3 bags of 1000gr and I got monster I don’t know how to begin I don’t know another way to live. I’m so scared to quit. But I’m gonna try
, I’m gonna keep measuring and lowering the doses. This is gonna be hard I should’ve kept detoxing from H a long time ago and this wouldn’t have happened.
Any advice from anyone? Any moms going through it?