u/Acceptable_Map3219

Don't get me wrong I like having communities to talk into and share all our opinions, help each other, and quote God's word to people. I mainly used these communities to seek help and advice and nothing else and I've got a thought that maybe asking too much, having many doubts and feeling my feelings actually just makes me lose faith in God. What if I'm just overthinking things over and over where I couldn't surrender everything to him. No matter how many good responses I get, I wouldn't make progress and truly serve God if I don't start with myself while I am also uncertain on how to start, I've broken my streak with not lusting just this day after almost a month and it hit me, I truly didn't like the feeling at all. I hated it more than I loved it yet I fell on my flesh, and I came into a conclusion or just a thought on my mind that, these online things might do me more bad than good if I couldn't start with my own, not just my own but with God but whenever I feel close to feeling his presence I stumble. It makes me realize if I truly love God or just want him to make my life feel better.

Hi, I'm in a situation where I am really picky about choosing my friends. At school I'm in an environment where almost everyone is a bad influence and some who are good already had established friends. I end up being alone not because I'm lonely but I don't wanna be badly influenced and waste my energy, however I still remain kind and humble to those who talks to me but I really set boundaries with them. Now I know God commands us to love everyone but I'm kind of set apart from others. I could talk about faith in people I'm comfortable with. Now I've also had past friends but they were seasonal and I've lost them and some didn't view my worth or treated me as I treated them while that's kind of it since I've had a past of people pleasing from trauma where an old friend left/blocked me with no clear reason but I've healed from that and from the death of my loved ones.

Now back to the question is how, I'm planning to you know start again and shift to a different program in school that I rlly like and I hate my current program which is accounting and all the people here are not relatable and likeable too. The reason I'm asking this is just I feel like I've had no true close friends, they've either left me or don't talk unless I do and now I couldn't rant to anyone abt my current experiences. Could this mean a thing or am I overreacting my social life

I've always wanted to work in the automotive or tech industry. I wonder what type of jobs Industrial Engineers do in these industries? I would like to know the technical ones you guys do like at the factory on how you design the systems if not designing like an ME or EE does, stats, LSS, IT, and maybe the office based/boring ones that are high business less technical related and I'm kinda expecting to be disappointed or amazed.

I know this program is broad and I'm not quite sure if that's great or a huge disadvantage even if I love the concept of IE.