Lonliest I have ever been
I think I have been feeling low for a while, maybe since 1 year or so. I have been dealing with a bit of health issue since last year, and in the midst of everything I got laid off as well, worsened my overthinking and anxiety for always.
I did get another job and tried moving on but I have just become an overthinker since then. My relationship fell apart during the same time and since then I have been alone. And most days it's fine but idk why today I realised nothing has actually improved for me. I have been in a state of constant downfall for the past year and whenever I think things will turn up for me, life throws another curve ball.
Ik it feels like regular problems for most and I'm not saying it isn't, I just have no one else to share it with. So just ranting here with bad grammar not even having the urge to type coherently.
PS: sorry for the over usage of since