u/Accidental-Overload

Is chronic gastritis permanent?

I've never seen anything to suggest so. I had gastritis about a year before my current predicament. Chemically induced, brought on by alcohol. Not that serious. As soon as I stopped drinking, it was gone. I was cured. Then chemically induced by vinegar, and then ongoing overdose of testosterone. Suspect its because of my long use of benzodiazepines (just look up benzo belly) to cope with that and the fact that some of my old meds increase acid that its still here.

Its definitely chemically induced. Its not atrophic. Its not immune gastritis. Its not cancerous. Its not anything else. I've had every test done. Its a symptom, right? My last endoscopy said it had gone out of chronic (but then. Prescribed benzodiazepines long term as it was still healing). Recently off the meds and now on mirtazipine (like 10 days ago. Stopped clonazepam in march). Some people online insist its permanent no matter what if its chronic. Ive found my root cause though. Two people in my life (who dont have it. One HAS had it before the other is just insistent I have to accept that ill be sick forever and is. Legitimately fucking angry at me for not believing gastritis is permanent???). It was acute before this. Chronic after. Literally got out of the chronic phase with hard work. Just got on benzos after before it ever fully healed.

Everything is telling me, every logic i can think through is telling me this is a symptom and not all permanent (unless atrophic or immune gastritis i would think). Yeah it can last years if you dont treat the underlying cause. But that's the point; the underlying cause. Am i right? I feel like these people are crazy. Ive never had my gi say one way or the other. But she was confident id heal at last endoscopy. (If you're deep into black and white thinking please dont respond. I really dont need someone taking out their depression on me when im off my meds and already trying not to kill myself for other reasons. Please be respectful of that.)

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u/Accidental-Overload — 6 days ago

Coming off

I came off cold turkey, 9 days ago. Amazing at first (I immediately got on mirtazipine) say a huge difference in my physical health. Tanked Sunday. Felt significant improvement again for about 24 hours and crashed again but not as low ig. I have gastritis severely thats why im getting off. I know it will fuck with your stomach coming off too. But im terrified of all the horror stories of things not getting better after months. I had three days of suicidal ideation but im feeling better. But I've been sick for years because of this medication, along with clonazepam and geodon. Im scared this is going to be months more of torture. Is that very likely to happen? I just want to be happy. I felt happiness when I first came off, at least a little bit. I almost enjoyed my life the day before yesterday. I had inspiration. Is it going to be like that for me? I dont think i have another year if suffering in me. I really dont. Ive been on 20 mg I think at least two years im really not sure

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u/Accidental-Overload — 8 days ago

This is just my last ditch effort. It's not h pylori. It wasn't just testosterone. It might have been clonazepam. Ive stopped all of my meds besides the ones for seizures and im taking mirtazipine now. Does it help? Im taking 15 mg. They prescribed me 30 just in case I couldn't sleep. Has anyone had this caused by benzos or something? It started with me drinking vinegar. Three years ago. And then my body started shutting down due to testosterone overdose (doctor refused to take my levels. Said I couldnt get sick from it.) It never got better. Then I stopped clonazepam two months ago. I thought I saw progress. It stalled. So I stopped everything. I just don't know what else I can do. Could it be mental health medication just not letting it heal?

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u/Accidental-Overload — 19 days ago