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homicidal and suicidal ideation

Hi all. I’ve been on Lexapro for a while now and i’ve been experiencing some weird side effects.

disclaimer: I do not plan on hurting myself or others. I am not going to hurt anybody or myself.

Since we got that part covered, here’s the gist:

I’ve been having suicidal and homicidal thoughts since of recent. This is really strange because i don’t *want* to hurt anyone, and im not going to, but sometimes i get the feeling that i want to. i also have been having severe thoughts of harming myself. Is this normal for long-term use of Lexapro or should I get my medication changed? If it helps, I am also on lamotrigine, so Im not sure if that is also contributing.

I have MDD, anxiety, suspected bipolar, and suspected ADHD for extra information if you needed it.

Please answer!! Google isn’t helping me at all.1

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u/weepingparis — 2 hours ago
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My breakfast😭

For the past 6 days on lexapro my appetite has completely dropped😩

u/Short-Use-7470 — 7 hours ago
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Weird thoughts on this medication?

I’m on day 6, and I have never ever felt like this but has anyone had thoughts where they think it would be better off if they weren’t here? I know I would never action on these thoughts, but concerned as never had them before I’m only on 5mg

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u/MissDaniels219 — 10 hours ago

Day 6

I am so restless finding it hard to even sit still until late afternoon, keep walking around my house or fidgeting. Anxiety feels intense, I need some reassurance I can barely eat I wake up all throughout the night. When is this going to end please? I can’t seriously cope I just want to be able to sit and relax

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u/MissDaniels219 — 15 hours ago

Been on 5mg for about 5 1/2 weeks feeling like I’ve plateaued

After the initial side effects I was feeling pretty good. More motivation and not a lot of racing thoughts. The past week or so I just feel like it’s not working as well, like I’m slipping back to my old self. Maybe I need an increase. Just venting

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u/Present-Attempt-9673 — 12 hours ago

Sleep and Lexapro

I am on day 20 on Lexapro 5mg.

I take it for constant anxiety, panic, health anxiety. But since my first intake my sleep got so bad.

I only sleep for 5 hours and often wake up in the middle of the night. Does this get better?

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u/Remarkable_Wish3228 — 14 hours ago
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Lexapro changed my life... and I gained 18 kg 🍕🫠

Hi everyone,

I wanted to share my experience and some of my thoughts about weight gain while taking Lexapro.

The photo shows my before and after since starting the medication. I've been taking 15 mg of Lexapro for the past 15 months because of anxiety and stress that were causing my blood pressure to rise. I started on 10 mg, and the first few weeks were tough, especially because of the nausea.

I knew weight gain was a possible side effect, but I never imagined it would be this significant. I've been an ectomorph my entire life and have always struggled to gain weight.

My personal theory is that Lexapro changed much more than just my anxiety. Before taking it, I was extremely hyperactive. I always needed everything under control. I cleaned my house constantly, pushed myself hard at work, and struggled with insomnia.

The first month wasn't easy, but eventually my life became much calmer. For the first time in a long time, I started enjoying the little things, relaxing, and sleeping well. Honestly, I love Lexapro.

The downside is that all that peace also made me less active. I worried less about what I ate, and I slowly started gaining weight. At first I didn't think much of it. My clothes stopped fitting, but it was almost as if my mind no longer cared about my appearance.

These have been wonderful months for my mental health, but I also have to admit that Lexapro has made me lazier. I've never been this overweight in my life.

I also wonder if it has affected my metabolism. Before, I could lose weight very easily. Now it feels like even if I barely eat for a day, my weight doesn't change.

So, in the end, Lexapro made me happy... but also fat.

For anyone just starting Lexapro, don't be afraid. Just pay closer attention to your eating habits and activity level from the beginning. Even though I went from 67 kg (148 lbs) to 85 kg (187 lbs), I don't regret starting the medication at all. It gave me my life back. I just need to take my weight more seriously now.

I hope sharing my experience helps someone else.

u/F_10969 — 1 day ago

I just want to be happy

I’ll save the long post, but I’ve been on 10mg Lexapro for about 3 months now… gained 15 pounds smh I got on a glp-1 to assist with appetite. I’m just not happy like the commercials lol things still bother me and I still overthink. Should I get on 20mg?

I have two toddlers, one on the spectrum. A husband who I have to tell everything to and I feel like I carry the mental load, family who gets on my nerves both my family and his family. I’m actually happy we moved away that helped a bit with my anxiety. Anyway, so many other things to name. No sex drive (not sure if it’s the meds or the lack of emotional support), but idk what to do. I can’t focus and get things done, brain is still all over the place. I just want to be happy and I hate I have to rely on a medication to do that but I don’t care anymore. I want to be happy and I want my kids to have a happy mom.

Excuse the typos and grammatical errors

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u/Lumpy_Laugh9000 — 11 hours ago

Hiccup fits and Lexapro

Hi all! First time posting here! So on Tuesday I started taking Lexapro for the first time. My doctor is starting me out on 10mg. Ever since I started taking the Lexapro on Tuesday i’ve been getting these crazy hiccup fits that are incredibly hard to stop. I’ve been getting them at least twice a day, yesterday was 3 times. I’m not normally one to get hiccups often, is this a side effect of the Lexapro? Has anyone else here experienced this? Or is it completely unrelated and the timing is a coincidence?

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u/Bob-Sagets-Dad — 12 hours ago

Gained a lot of weight on this med but it really helps me. Which may be best to switch to?

Are there any that dont cause weight gain that may be just as good?

Does it really cause weight gain?

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u/JessicaYatesRealtor — 21 hours ago

My therapist wants me to go up to the max dose of Lexapro before tapering me off despite side effects

EDIT: i meant to say psychiatrist not therapist oops

i'm not entirely sure that SSRIs are for me but I was struggling with depression/anxiety alongside my already medicated adhd (vyvanse 60mg daily). after going up to 10mg I said I wasn't feeling like it was really helping me and that my anxiety had worsened actually.

after that she bumped me up to 15 and said she would rather us go up to 20 and see how it works than start tapering me now because i'm not having any "extreme symptoms like s*icidal ideation" according to her...

i've been on 15 a couple weeks and my depression and anxiety and overall motivation is HORRIBLE!!! i'm meeting with her this next week and idk how to advocate for myself that I want to start going off them instead of trying the max dose??

it seemed kinda wild to me that i would have to be THAT impacted by the negative side effects for her to want to taper me off... also like if i told her that wouldn't she send me to the hospital anyway?!!? lol advice pls and thank you <3

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u/GaryNOVA — 2 days ago

About to take my very first dose. Need encouragement ):

Supposed to be starting at 5mg, but I’m going to start at 1.25mg. Terrified of the side effects, particularly the increased anxiety. I’m already so anxious as it is and suffering from bad dpdr. So scared. Surely the side effects can’t be that extreme at 1.25 right? ):

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How much longer will this take to help

Hi

I started on 10mg on 19th June. So I am just at the end of 2 weeks.

First week was absolutely awful, anxiety went bezerk, I was having palpitation, crying, ended up having diazepam in addition to help me for 3 days

The second week has been less anxious than the first but still at the level it was before I started taking it.

I am seriously struggling with this anxiety, I have the same looping thought constantly and have done for over a week. It never stops, it’s 24 hours a day 7 days a week buzzing around in my head. I need to make a decision that is quite important and I just can’t. I flip from one decision to the other every couple of hours with no let up from thinking the looping thought. And it won’t stop. I feel like I’m losing my mind, seriously

Please tell me this drug will help me with getting some peace and ability to think clearly? How long before I see any improvement? I’m getting desperate here

Thanks

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6 days in and I have to stop

I got a bad mixture of side effects in the first week on 5mg a day.

-Complete lack of appetite
-Extreme dizzness
-Waking up in the middle of the night feeling some of the worst dread I’ve ever felt in my life
-Constant sweaty palms
-Twitching
-Nausea
-Feeling like my heart is pounding out of my chest

I had to drive to the ER at 1am because I genuinely thought I might have been having a heart attack I was shaking and extremely tense along with everything else that was happening and they told me to stop taking it until I could talk to my doctor.

My biggest issue is that I genuinely cant work with these side effects. I work a physical labor job and I just can’t operate normally.

Just curious if anyone else had these experiences and what they ended up doing? What should I ask my doctor when I bring this up next?

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u/TheMagicalMark — 1 day ago

Please help bad anxiety

A few years ago I had a horrible reaction to compazine in the hospital and that made me scared of all medications. But I need to start taking lexapro.

I took a quarter of a 5mg pill and can't stop panicking.

Can anyone tell me about their first day or first time taking it? I'm scared out of my mind

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u/flowerkitten896 — 1 day ago

Has anyone noticed less sweating when taking lexapro at a certain time?

Any advice?

Switched from Zoloft to lexapro and am still having this issue. So far only tried taking lexapro in the morning. Taking Zoloft at morning and night yielded the same result. I don’t have night sweats, more-so during the day. Seems like temperatures and activities that would make me sweat a little now make me sweat a lot .

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u/Electronic-Cat-7416 — 1 day ago