u/Accomplished-Run8654

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This game is Touhou 2. I like 16 bit games, so I start play Touhou PC 98 games on online emulator(Yes, it`s Japanese version but for me gameplay it`s more important than text, PC 98 games are not canonical to windows games). I beat this game on Easy mode with +2 lives that i added in options, but for my first 1cc this enough. Marisa and Mima is normal bosses, Meira and DAMMIT STONES it`s true hard(I just spam bombs that i have to beat them). Also, i NEVER play Touhou 2 extra stage, I`m not ready for this hard.

Touhou PC 98 is literraly forgotten gem, that need to play. Touhou 4 and 5 more good, but Yuuka and Alice for now is imposible to defeat with not using continue. Maybe i try beat Touhou 2 in Normal or others PC-98 games. I Suppose that in September 2026, when Touhou 6 Remake will release, i beat Touhou 4 and 5 with not use continue.

>!Mima need comeback!!!!<

As Koishi fan, i know what people likes or loves Koishi. I surprised that in Touhou Vote in 2025, Koishi have first place in popularity poll. She is more popular that iconic characters like Reimu and Marisa. So, why Koishi win the first place on this poll?

I think more people on the world are unnoticed and forgotten, like my Kooshie. Also you can see in Japan or another Asian countries, where Touhou is so much popular. Some worker from Japan, that mainly unnoticed and lonely, just have to see same character as himself. And Koishi have that, that need some guy.

What you have theories about Koishi's popularity?

I have some strange dreams, when I doing not good to Koishi on my bed......which know as SEX. I don't understand how i have these dreams and why i do that to my Kooshie? Just really, I'm shocked how I remember that dreams. Have SEX with characters are a sign to mental instability, as i remember. That means I am mental instantly teen? I think yes, i always have small, but mental problems.

I wrote that because i was banned on one discord server, when i just tell about my problem with Koishi. I remember, that one guy said "It's not normal, she never take a permission, she not thinking, she do"(I don't remember much that message). I hope that post isn't banned, I wrote this to find some help to me. I don't want to become a bad person, it's really shocked me that i have SEX with Koishi.

You have same experience with Touhou characters? If you have, write tips how i can stop this. Puberty does wild things, maybe Puberty are main reason of that, but for me, this is already an exaggeration.

Just help me with problem, guys

Redacted: Thanks for helping! I feels more good than yesterday, when i post this. Maybe it will just pass during to my grown, and nothing be scary of that! So, i need a try overcome fear, and tell this to my mam and dad, if you truly helps me