I had to call the police on him last night and I regret it because I can't forgive him anymore since my housemates witnessed it
I don't know how I feel like this I don't understand myself. He wouldn't stop calling and texting and turned up at my door in the middle of the night. He wouldn't leave until I called the police. He woke my housemates up and even texted one of them demanding I answer him. My housemates are very nice people and stayed with me until the police arrived and comforted me until the morning. Now that I've managed to get some sleep, I'm regretting it all. My housemates will never allow me to forgive him let alone speak to him again and I know I shouldn't but I want to. I don't understand myself. I keep boiling it down to 'he's never laid a hand on me' in my head but in reality he's done everything else. I know I shouldn't even speak to him again but I am scared to be without him and I am so lost and don't know what to do. I am just a young woman only 20. Please someone give me some advice.