CBSE Fuc*ed my chances to go abroad
i had applied to many universities in UK,NL & singapore , i got conditional offers from manchester,edinburgh,kcl and more, based on my predicted results of class 12th CBSE and extracurriculars. i had predicted 91% as it was manageable for me(this was back in jan). I honestly worked hard on board exams, i was expecting 90+ in maths and 85 in Phy and chem.I thought in worst case i will get 86-87%.
I had given jee,bitsat(212M) and viteee but my main focus was to go to manchester . I also gave my IELTS exam on 10 may and i got 8 Band on 12th MAY . i was genuinely very happy as now i could go to manchester for ug. As the MKC cbse released the result on 13th, i got 82%.Fuc*ing 82%.
I am very heart broken, I spent 2 days crying and thinking about all sorts of things.I got 93 in Eng, 78 in phy, 80 in maths and 66 in chem. i don't believe that i got 66 in chem. Now no university is accepting this. What the fu*k should i do??
All the unis that i had applied were now rejecting me just because CBSE introduced OSM marking. I even gave IELTS which is an 19000rupees exam and got band 8 but it is of no use now.
CBSE does not give a rat's ass about us and i think revaluation won't do shit as it just a way to make money for the corrupted cbse.
As a last option, i saw that BITSAT was my best option, but i have 224 marks in PCM aggregate. Now i ineligible for bits too.
Nahi bahar janne dere rahe hai nahi indar, kare toh kare kya latak jaye pankhe se bancho.
My rank in vitee was around 14000 and i got a seat in vellore cs cat 4, but honestly i don't want to go there man. My parents are saying that i did not do well and it's all my fault that i got less % and can't go abroad.
I told them that i could take a drop as i am 2009 march born but they rejected that by saying "agle saal bhi tum goo khaoge uss se achha mat hi lo"
Just because of a new invention(which does not work) of OSM by CBSE, it has destroyed my LIFE. CBSE ki MKC. They don't how much they have played with our futures, i know this post won't change a thing but i have to at least try.
Now i am trying to study for bitsat on hopes that revaluation will increase my marks and declare results before 10th july, but i can't even focus for 10min straight.
All the corrupt CBSE officials are sitting in their A/c rooms and just not giving a shit about us. I don't know what i am going to do with my life but i want to say to you all to stay strong in this protest against CBSE with me.