Working on a chemical tanker - Day One
So I've just completed my first day of no fap. For days I would regularly jerk off in my free time. It got so intense that I would jerk of 4 times a day. Work here is very intense and the working hours suck the life out of you. I've told myself that its okey since its the only form of plesure I get since I hate what I work, but now I dont feel like that is the case, I don't want to be a slave to my urges anymore. I don't know if its easier or worse being so isolated and having no women around you, but I can definitely tell you the culture and beliefs in seaman community about jerking off is all but against me. You know that everyone behind their closed cabin doors is vigorously slamming their junk and its believed to be good for you. So i struggle to find someone with a common belief here. Wish me luck!!