

5”7 and 170 lbs (18).Do i look awful?
i struggled with weight my entire life. i’ve had my ups and downs throughout growing up, the lowest i ever weighed which was about a year ago was 120 lbs. i guess it’s easier to gain weight than i thought because im now back up 50 more lbs. i don’t ever see myself getting that skinny again, and ive been prioritizing muscle building and weight training recently. i’m extremely insecure and have awful body dysmorphia, so i thought id come to the anonymous place of reddit and ask for random strangers opinions. lol. maybe someone out there can give me some advice on how to maintain weight loss. i feel so stuck and like a failure, honestly. all i want in life is a healthy body that i can enjoy looking at in the mirror. thanks for reading if you’ve made it this far.