I'm tired of becoming self-aware. It's eating me from the inside.
As the title says, I'm tired of becoming self-aware. Now it's eating me from the inside. Back in the day I started becoming more social. I'm an introvert so I decided to start talking on Discord. I met good people, but eventually I started acting like a therapist. After some conversations I would soon find out that I was doing something wrong and I fixed it but eventually I kept attracting hurt people, irrespective of gender.
I don't know what to do or how to fix it. Even though I'm focusing on listening now instead of giving therapy and solutions, it still happens. And eventually females get attached to me, but soon it fades. After a year of improvement I'm good at flirting, jokes, and communication...but I still don't know how to fix that part. How to avoid making people attached to me, especially broken girls.
I don't know what to do. It's like I'm not emotionally intelligent... I'm manipulative.
P.S. I used Claude to fix my grammar.