u/Acrobatic-Taro-9302

M18 cmplt 43 days of no fap but taking tution from a cousin who molested me at 6-7 age many times it feels award but I he looks mature now he is my dad brother's son, live near my home, due to our past he don't teach me about how to get job, I am tensioned about both I am very confused I didn't teach me properly, I want a job i cmplt my diploma doing Android development. Even after 43 days still fear about breaking streaks coz of tension, I am very young don't know what to do