i could have done alot to prevent the death of my pet
two days ago my dog died. she was pregnant and gave birth to 7 puppies and two days after she gave birth my grandma informed me that she was laying in the garden and couldnt move. me and my dad took her and went to the vet who said that the chances of her surviving are very slim. the next day my brother told me to come with him to go pick up the dog , and in my mind i though that she made it but unfortynaly when we arrived the vet asked us if we want a bag to put her body in and we took her and buried her in our farm.A bit of background about my dog we found her when she was probably around 1 months old and she died at around 7 years old, this dog was more of my grandmas since she took for the most part care of her , now the reason to why am blaming my self for her death is that i could have done alot of things to prevent her from dying , this wasnt the first time she had been pegnant but everyother time she was energetic as usual but this time everytime i saw her she look kinda ill struggling to run and sometimes falling over but my stupid self didnt put toghether that she might be ill and unfortantly when we realised it was too late, the worst part is that when she died i wasnt by her side , after we went to the vet they told us to leave her here and they put her in a seprete room where they keep ill dogs and unfortanly my dog died there, all alone. This dog didnt deserve any of this, she was the most loyal and smart dog i have ever seen always was by my gradmas side when she went to collect eggs from the chicked protecting her from other dogs, we should have given her a better life (sorry for bad english it isnt my native language)