u/AcrobaticButterfly1

Finding it difficult to cope.

Why is it that people can't just leave me alone? Why is it that they have a say in everything?

My uncle asked for me, I came down and he said "You have black spots on your face. You don't look good in pictures." I was surprised that he called me for this. I thought something was important. He showed me how to make a paste and apply it on my face so that I would look fairer. I stood there following whatever he instructed me. "Kapur, milk and banana, mix it well and apply on your face twice." He is such a nice person that he showed me how to apply it and massage on his leg and I was standing there watching his shenanigans while he was cursing Mama Nana whenever she tried to stop him. "Your face doesn't have a natural glow. Eat clove a day and there will be a glow on your face coming naturally within from you. You don't have to wear make-up."

I listened and came back but I couldn't even say what happened down there to my mother because obviously she would say he didn't say anything wrong. I had my lunch, half-crying and half-eating trying to cope with it. After having lunch with much difficulty, I came down and was about to go to my another piuci's house. He asked me "Did you apply that?" I said "I will not do that right now" and went to my piuci's place.

After writing this I actually feel good right now 😮‍💨

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u/AcrobaticButterfly1 — 13 hours ago

The reader rejoices! 🗞️ 📖✨

I didn't think they would send me. They said they can't find my address. But thankyou regardless, from an ardent reader of The Hindu!

u/AcrobaticButterfly1 — 10 days ago

I'm at a loss of words...

Now I understand what the people under my first post were trying to tell me.

Rarely, people remember what you do for them. I did all those things which he mentioned because that was normal for me to do and that's something I wouldn't remember. But he remembered it and made sure to let me know when he could have just tried to act cool, and brushed it off. They say children are more emotionally honest than adults. And I guess that must be true.

And after reading it, I cried buckets. Those words sure reached somewhere deep within me.

u/AcrobaticButterfly1 — 11 days ago

Mother's Day

My cousin who's 13 years old and equally 13 years younger than me wished me Mother's Day.

It's cute although I don't feel much about it. But I really don't know if I have done anything to receive such message. I really have no idea.

u/AcrobaticButterfly1 — 11 days ago

I was in class 6th when I read my first novel, Great Expectations, a non-detailed version, which was in our school curriculum. I joined late and they didn't have the novel so I had it xeroxed. I couldn't stop myself from reading it, exceeding what was in the syllabus for the current term. I didn't know that there was a full-fledged novel but when I saw the novel in that book store when I went to Kolkata, I went frenzy and told my parents to buy me that novel. And ever since I've been collecting novels, mostly classics, like 1 or 2 books a year, not many! Also I'm more of a fiction lover because I don't like being served on a silver platter. I plan to buy more and I wish to read more! It just brings me so much joy!

u/AcrobaticButterfly1 — 18 days ago