Finding it difficult to cope.
Why is it that people can't just leave me alone? Why is it that they have a say in everything?
My uncle asked for me, I came down and he said "You have black spots on your face. You don't look good in pictures." I was surprised that he called me for this. I thought something was important. He showed me how to make a paste and apply it on my face so that I would look fairer. I stood there following whatever he instructed me. "Kapur, milk and banana, mix it well and apply on your face twice." He is such a nice person that he showed me how to apply it and massage on his leg and I was standing there watching his shenanigans while he was cursing Mama Nana whenever she tried to stop him. "Your face doesn't have a natural glow. Eat clove a day and there will be a glow on your face coming naturally within from you. You don't have to wear make-up."
I listened and came back but I couldn't even say what happened down there to my mother because obviously she would say he didn't say anything wrong. I had my lunch, half-crying and half-eating trying to cope with it. After having lunch with much difficulty, I came down and was about to go to my another piuci's house. He asked me "Did you apply that?" I said "I will not do that right now" and went to my piuci's place.
After writing this I actually feel good right now 😮💨