u/AltruisticEye2924

My weekend class is upcoming soon and how will I commute to sailasree vihar from jaydev vihar 😭😭

My class is usually from 6 pm to 8-9 pm

Am I doomed

Suggest something if anyone knows which mo bus route is operating here apart from 9 number one ..

I commute on a regular basis from Nayapalli to Sailasree vihar for office works and depend heavily on these apps and today morning i wake up and see that I have to pay 150-160 for what was once 100 ...not a big difference but it still makes a huge difference by the end of the month

Anyone knows why is it so?

Or can anyone help me how can I manage with other transport services?!

I had appeared this year for ouat and have mild chances of getting selected... although neet was my main target but it got hijacked and all drama..

Now I have been in the complete flow of neet prep and told my mom I want to focus on neet

She also told the same to do so

But everyday some relative is saying do Admision and she is getting influenced and telling to do

Next day someone is telling don't do and she's again telling ki no you were right focus only on neet

I have completely made my mind of neet 2027 and this all drama at home is giving me headache

😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hasa lagipare but I need a pigeon chick to raise and keep as a pet

I had one but it passed away and it feels void without any 😭

So please jadi kaha ghare para rahuchanti/pila karuchanti if you can help please contact me in dms

Dhanyabad!!

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I know mo nija kama na kale g fatiba but too low to start 😭

I want high quality digital prints of My artwork for commercial purposes...if anyone has any idea do let me know... Thank you!

I want high quality digital prints of My artwork for commercial purposes...if anyone has any idea do let me know... Thank you!

From people to friends and everything else just feels so much fake nowadays....where are the days of genuine convos gone 😭

Even bbsr has changed a lot for the good but an unknown emptiness follows

How do we know if we really hold value !?

My mom screams at me at times saying that I am the sole reason for her all mishaps in life and sadness

She sacrificed her joys for me

She wishes I get hit by a truck and die

She cooks great food and takes care of me

She kind of supports me in my life (i have to fabricate more than 50 percent of a thing to make her support me and also whatever goes wrong with that I handle it myself without telling her)

My dad stays away from us due to job constraints

Calls me only when something needed like marks or exam updates or something else

Same with family members not so great especially cousins

I feel like walking on eggshells whenever with them

My value is only tied to whether I clear my exams or not

Always been the obedient child since birth

So will it affect anyone if I just like drop off from this world

At times when life gets heavy my heart literally sinks realising i don't even have a single person to share my talks with at the end of the day

Atleast my end would bring peace to me and maybe som few days of grief to my family but they'll get over it and will be happier after

NOT A SYMPATHY POST !!

I talk to someone

I get attached

We meet

I get even more attached

They start ignoring me

My system gets crashed

I remember the initial days

Mourn like a widow

Life feels void

Somehow I drag myself out of this and the loop repeats 😭😭😭😭

Being a single child with physically present but emotionally and mentally absent parents has cooked me completely and I've been used to it but it feels like I've been used to cripple alone my whole life but this temporary emotional ଆଶାବାଡୀ support which just disappears abruptly injures me so hard 😭😭

Kie jadi kichi darsanika tippani dabaku chanhuncha you're welcome anything would work bhai 😭

Be it darsanika,kalpanika,romanchaka or byangatmaka 😭🙏🏻

I want to go puri very badly but the problem is that I don't want to spend my day at my grand parents home ...not because I hate them , i absolutely love them but my cousin is a spoiled brat and I hate how disrespectful he can be especially towards me at all times like always 😭

Uparu barsa hauchi although that doesn't matter.

But I want to spend rath yatra alone not with any family peeps .

Kainki kejani kichi masa haba I've grown more intolerant and irritated towards my family members

20 year old male aspirant here so I am 2025 pass out CBSE with 78% PC MB stream now I had prepared for 2026 neet exam but this all paper leam and re exam shit destroyed my total preparation and I am now expecting 200 + in this re exam whereas I was expecting 500 + in the previous exam .

From childhood having staying with my mom my father works outside actually he visits us weekly or monthly v. so my mom is a super strict lady like she will always keep me under her nose from childhood she will never let me out play with other boys she'll only let me out to play with girls because she used to believe if I play with boys I am a become one of the you know Gunda kind of guy.

As a result I become an introvert person and I was completely I could not even talk with people up till my 7th class or 6th class and then I become slowly I become confident in talking and all then 11 12 was very lonely because that was a new school and I did not make friends I had made one friend but that friendship was such a big betrayal that boy used to tease me in bus and all and I don't know what happened to him so after that now I just was preparing from home. 24/7 I am at home scrolling reel or reddit or scribbling or something for my you know recreation because I don't have anything to do otherwise and study and study so much literally study till 2:00 a.m. 3:00 a.m. sometimes the whole night I will be studying the day I will be studying giving tests everything I try my best you know and it is so depressing I have no friends and I have a group actually online friends and we meet up like a once in 5 months so that is what I do for my you can say and I want top of that my mom is very strict.. you know whenever I go out till now like if it's 1 hour of me going out somewhere I would have informed her she will just call after 1 hour and she will scream like you come home or I kill you I will kill myself and you know I have to come home then still throw the tantrums and she will not talk to me for the rest with of the week that will be compulsory ..I know if I am going out this this is going to happen and then now recently this Sunday night I was no stressed so much stress because I have to start this preparation once more taking second drop once again so I was dealing with that everything and we had a Pooja at home so I was lord I was very mom is like sleeping she told me bring me that bed sheet. but the thing is that shit never keeps things in place she will forget things which she kept at a place 2 minutes ago so I said to her bring that bed sheet by your own I cannot she like she is repeating 3 to 4 times bring bring bring I had kept their their was that ice I told her I haven't seen that bed sheet then it Lars no I was so frustrated I was also very scheduling my time table at the same time on the phone so I told her please don't tell me get your own things by your own and she is like oh my God you are talking to me like this called me and ungrateful son and see waste that I got hit by a truck and died and all the plates she kept mumbling up till the whole night almost... I woke up the next morning I went like I woke up at 5:00 a.m. went to the shops and brought Pooja samagri all and did Pooja and then I was sitting for class at 9:00 a.m. then she comes screaming at me like you ungrateful dog it would have been better if you were not born why did not I just bring a pet dog instead of you your such a ungrateful I will leave this house I will leave you die you die it was being all this things and my class I have taken physics wallah I just ignore it and then I continue with my classes and it at today's Tuesday evening you know she is not talking to me till now she is screaming she is giving me you know to eat she is like this throwing the plates to me the breakfast lunch she is just like banging the plate from the floor and like you eat or not she has I think till now she has told me at least 50 times that you die you get hit by truck you get cancer you die I don't know what to do it is super depressing and I don't know how to cope with this I am at I was actually thinking yesterday night if I should slit my wrist coz I absolutely cannot tolerate this for another 10-12 months it's a regular affair here and I'm totally worn out.

My anger level was so high this morning I chewed up my balm plastic tube and tore off my towel with my mouth..I just can't handle I get chest pains breathlessness and I tell I want to do a checkup but then she'll again scream that all this is happening toe is due to my negative energy and negative habits and all ....

I really want to escape here pls pls pls help me I fall under your feet dear Redditors....

And sorry for my English and punctuations as I have used voice text I was too exhausted to even type all this again...

I hope I'll not die but escape...pls pls pls help me

Does a bsc and then msc in agriculture at bhu guarantee a good placement with a decent salary if I work hard during those years? Im a pcmb student with 78 percent... passout cbse 2025 class 12th... currently in my second drop year for neet 2027...or are there any other backup options other than mbbs at bhu which would give me a good placement if I put my best from my end through the academic years... preferred with bio field..

If anyone has any idea do let me know...

Thankss

Please if anyone has or have anyone known who has harmonium...maybe 2nd hand or older but must be in good working condition... location bbsr .. kindly dm me !!

Help is appreciated... thanks 🙏🏻