Well,,,
I’ve been thinking about things a lot over the past months and I just wanted to say something honestly.
I don’t feel angry at you. I understand now, more than I did at the time, why things had to end the way they did. I think we were both trying very hard to hold onto something loving while also quietly struggling with realities that were becoming too painful to ignore.
I don’t think either of us fully acknowledged how much the situation was affecting me while we were inside it. I loved you very deeply, but I also slowly lost a sense of steadiness and peace in myself. It took me a while to fully understand that.
I never wanted you to feel ashamed or like I blamed you for being unwell. More than anything, I just genuinely hope you find stability and happiness and a life that feels lighter to carry.
Despite everything, I’ll always remember our relationship with a lot of tenderness and care. I’m really grateful for the love that was there between us.