u/Active-Variety877

I thought things will be better, I thought maybe If I could stay longer things will better, I was 17 when I wanted to run away. But now 19 I should run away. I can't take it anymore I am exhausted and I am tired and scared. My parents are disappointed in me and I might be in forced marriage. I don't Want this I don't Want this at all. I am artist I want to draw I want to create things not this,

Can anybody help me please?? I live in Baghdad, basmaya- as much as I Want to go to new York I don't have the money for it rn