u/Actual_Assignment210

So ive got a lot of issues ive had since I was a kid with this stuff, so I was always gonna have a messed up view of sex, but I got addicted to porn at 8. Im 20 now and its a huge part of my life, id scroll for new stuff for hours at a time 2-3 times a day.

Im disgusted with myself, recently reached a new low after id seen basically everything else the internet has. And im literally so sick with it i could die. I want to stop, when tf did things get so bad?? How did i end up here??

I dont know how im gonna stop if theres seemingly no limits to how low I can become? I hate myself, the world, like...what happened so long ago that id do THIS?!

Im not this person, but aren't I?!?!