u/AdBackground1792

I don't know why but I just hate dressing up and attending functions.. I recently went to a wedding.. where I had to wear pretty traditional dresses.. jhumka.. bindi.. do my hair... despite the excitement.. I felt awkward...like there is some part of me that doesn't want to do any of this and draw attention.. I never feel pretty... But I do not care about it too.. I have never put makeup on.. just not used to it...when I get the chance I do not feel like doing it.. It feels like masking something beneath.. when I see people all glammed up.. I feel like we all are just hiding something within ourselves.. what has happened to me..I feel so detached.. yet so at peace.

I follow harshal sir for quants.. but I am unable to solve majority questions in his youtube classes while others solve it in an instant.. like I have done the basics.. and still 😭.... Is there something I am missing out... Or am I just dumb??