u/AdKitchen4459

14w FTM
my anxiety is grow in everyday
How will I be able to manage everything
Already th pregnancy has been tough as I had lost the first one and I have put it so much effort to be a fit person and now gaining weight etc
I am loosing my shit
I have a supportive husband and he claims me down but the constant worry in between appointments is making me go haywire
Honestly everyone said have a baby but no one told how difficult it will be
Thinking about me makes me feel how bad a mother I already am
The appointment scans just makes me relieved that all is well but not overly happy as instagram portray it to be

TLDR : pregnancy is hard and I am grateful but all the changes is making me think every decision