u/AdMNuh_XV

(Mb 4 my bad english still learning)

Since I was abt 7 or 8 I can get the holy book of mine and swear on it that I've not seen a fully good day so y is dat 1-my dad ((my dad literally if i sold his properties plus his money I swear that I will never be in needy to work but he is soooooooo stingy like bro I live in a double sea country im 15 rn I've never been to the beach I don't go outdoors I live in a f* village i only js eat from a restaurant like 4 or 5 times annually my dad is a tyrant he shows outside that he is acceptable to any thought,generous and soo relegious Thus ppl reflects their respect for him HE IS LITERALLY DA OPPOSITE He leaves the prayer for lunch ,stingy,greedy, if u js said ur opinion abt anything get lost he keeps cursing me even in front of ppl to show my stupidity and how is he is the Gengius who corrects everybody talking abt his father proudly I FEEL SHY ABT HIM that f* hypocrite)

2- mother ( she is not a good listener SHE ISN'T EVEN A LISTENER she acts audibly disabled as i want to tell her abt my depression from my dad she js saying random shyt she repeats as a cd as "All of this is js an excuse cuz ya lazy to study" or "how can u be depressed exams are coming soon " or "why ? Did I and ur dad do anything bad to u that makes me cry out loud alone even if I've cried the only answers from em is "men don't cry" oh oh ye I won't cry let me s*icide better than crying, moreover she puts me in a comparison with many ppl who live LITERALLY BETTER THAN MY ASS oh look he got better grades than u bruhhhhhhh IM A PRISONER OBVIOUSLY ONE OF THEM LIVE IN A BETTER COUNTRY THE OTHER GO OUTDOORS TWICE A WEEK how tf would I get better grades u should praise ur lord that im alive)

3-educaion

(As I mentioned im 15 so a middle schoolers the education literally clapped me I CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT open a book for 1 hour straight cuz o'm'depression but Surely THE PARENTS WHO ARE THE DESTROYERS OF MY LIFE EXPECTIN ME TO GET FULL MARKS WTFFFF)

4-Unrequited love

( im in deep intense love with a shawty the girl is a crystal beauty Queen her eyes a color that no one ever seen i swear im depressed daily but as I see her by mistake cuz we don't go to da same school Im get thrilled I forget what i mean by su*cidal but im freakingly to shy to tell her even if i ain't the community is super relegious and I can be a shame for my family so I kept it one side js waiting for her smile to keep my mind at ease)

5- Po*ŋ addiction

"What should I do im feeling broken 💔 I don't live my day I survive my mind is too sui*cidal ive no gf or a parent neither a friend to tell em i cry b4 I sleep , my imagination of a utopia where there is a virus remove the human existence except me and her on a 1 plant talking,looking at each other having adulterÿ and all this without a school a noise or parents")

So I wanted to learn german cuz of work ( im a still a middle schooler) but also I adore the chinese culture and language Sooooo I wondered... if I could learn both of em at the same time (summer vacation thats 100% free time)

Is the hsk equivalent to the European division for language levels like

Hsk1=A1

Hsk6= C2

Or not

Heave heard alot abt

Menschen

Netzwerk neu

Spektrum

And im confused which one is more efficient