Attracted to dick but not men
I've seen a few posts from years ago about this here. But I am very much attracted to women. Feel like a straight guy almost all of the time. But I've enjoyed prostate stimulation but the idea of doing that with a woman in bed or being pegged does not work for me. I only think about women from the perspective of me being the more dominant one and me doing the fucking. It does not feel right the other way around.
I've been having fantasies often especially when i have my vibrating butt plug in and ride my dildo of it being the real thing and having my mouth filled and face covered with cum. But the idea of making out with a man I don't like. Just him fucking me.
I may not be bi and may actually like doing this with women but am just not used to it. Or I could be bi with a heavy 90-95% preference for women. I may suddenly realize I was more attracted to men after experiencing it and the attraction I have is completely personality based but idk.
I want to experience sex with a guy just to know for sure but I feel awkward about it as I said I don't like the idea of making out at least right now but I don't know how I'd ever go about it with meeting someone on an app as obviously they'd want to and I wouldn't want to make people feel bad. Plus I've never flirted with a guy so that alone will feel like a minefield for me.
I honestly wish I could find someone in the same boat as me or someone that was like me and would be able to guide me and have understanding. I live in a big city so that should help (Chicago.)
I'd love to know some stories from others who are like me or advice on how I can go about experimenting on this just to know for sure.
I just don't feel attracted to men at all but definitely feel cock lust lol.