Anyone else after they 'awoke' to the CSA, start pulling their pubic hairs, like to an insane level?
Or even just in general. I suddenly started a few months after realizing CSA and it has turned into an obsession.
Look, I hate that I have shitty mental health and right now it's not great, especially considering it was only a year ago I "learned about it".
But I'm just so tired of feeling like a huge burden. Like a giant weight. I don't want to be a burden.
I didn't choose this. I didn't ask for what happened to happen. I didn't want to develop anxiety and ocd. I don't want to be how I am.
We're not burdens. We didn't choose this path. It was forced upon us. Never forget that. We have no choice in the matter.