i need help now
Maybe I'm being too dramatic, but I'm getting worse and I don't want to "heal." I'm only 17 and I can't take it anymore. No one really understands me, and everyone makes things seem too slow and overestimated. But in reality, I'm nothing, I don't have the ability, and I'll fail at anything I try. Maybe I just don't want to, and have ability? Maybe I've always been stupid and lazy, like my parents said? The fact is, it's destroying me, and little by little, I'll tear my body apart until it no longer feels like my own. I don't know who to talk to, and if I try to escape, my legs will be cut off by ignorant obstacles. Do I have any hope? Or has that too been thrown into the oblivion of dreams? P.S. I have a test tomorrow on three science chapters, and I'm about to commit s. If I don't go to school tomorrow, everyone will kick my ass. It was beautiful (it's not true).