u/Additional-Yak4659

I'm sure there is no way to make sure 'amends work' but how do I start.

Going on a month sober after an 8 month binge. Not having cravings anymore. I've been going to AA here and there and have a therapist. Lying about and hiding drinking involved. No cheating, no stealing, no physical fights. I would blackout early in the night. Lots of conversations and fights (we don't raise our voices). We haven't slept in the same bed since my last drink. I had surgery that week and I'm recovering now. I think she is waiting until I'm recovered to leave me because it was a big surgery and I have needed help the last few weeks. Idk if I'll even have the chance to gain her trust back.