Are these behaviors common within neurodivergent ppl?
Not looking for a diagnosis at all and not self diagnosing also I dont have the money to go to a professional just curious..growing up I always felt off like something was wrong with me I never felt normal in general and always felt left out,
I find myself talking to myself out loud a lot and getting excited like its a real convo + I write with my finger in the air sometimes rly quickly mid conversation with someone without thinking about it then usually they point it out and I feel embarrassed I’ll just randomly write a word or sentence they were saying and when I was young I did that a lot like full on sentences speaking to myself in my head
Also I have this bad habit when Im speaking with someone and remember something I wanted to say I immediately start speaking and ppl get mad at me cause they think Im not listening to them understandable I am working on it, its been hard I get frustrated sometimes with myself I cried about this topic cause I don’t mean to be rude It just feels like when I have something to say I obsess about it in my head till I say it so I zone out mid conversation 🥲
I understand why it would hurt and I am working on it also I like looking at random stuff other than the person when I am listening if I stare the the person I can’t process what they are saying well I get distracted
Idk why I am like this it’s tiring and ppl treat me like something is wrong with me also Ive been through a lot as a child idk if it’s correlated